Be human

At the beach, just worked out. Just sitting by the water hanging out practicing my social distancing. 

It got me thinking. Since the onset of social media and telecommunications the way we communicate is wack. 

We have forgotten how to act to each-other. We’ve forgotten how to be truthful and be intent full with relationships. It seems everyone walks on eggshells. Not want to make it seem I’m showing too much effort, but I want more effort, or should I talk to them. Well I don’t know if they’ll want to talk to me. 

Shut the fuck up, if you want to talk to someone go talk to them.  Can we stop making “talking” such an event. Please. 

If there is something more that will be talked about. But just talking isn’t anything. I talk to a lot of fucking people. You know I hear about people, “Yoo I just started talking to this chick” where snapchat? Who gives a fuck?  So are you guys friends? You interested? She interested at all?  

I can’t stand how inhuman we treat each other. I’m seeing relationships are starting to become a utility and I’ve been a utility to too many people. To change it starts with honesty. 

I was watching Endgame last night and this other movie called The Escort. Both movies had similar scenarios. 

Steve Rodgers at the end with Agent Carter *drewls* , they were dancing alone. In each others arms with that feeling that the other is the only one they’ve longed for. The Escort was a comedic love story prostitute movie? 

The escort and this journalist first work together then fall in love. 

Long story short, in Endgame, with Cap and Peggy, there love was present. They knew what they had when they had it and they wouldn’t ever let go. See The Escort takes place today. Technology gets in the way of them telling each other how they feel, when they both know it’s so obvious. 

It’s almost like today we are scared to show our true colors. Tell others how we feel, what we truly want, or what we need. Because online everything seems so permanent. 

With acquaintances  friends and even myself sometimes when we tell the truth others back off. They don’t want it to be their responsibility; when it could be easily someone’s else’s. 

When there are conflicts in relationships today, there is a trend to run. That’s why we see divorce rates rise. Our grandparents and great grandparents had a partner. All we have are utilities.